to write or not to write? that is the question

FLOP

2009-05-28T13:46:00.001+08:00

todae's a bad dae
it's sucky
so many things happened to cause this sadness
Y did u have to leave?????
n how do u expect me not to feel sad that u've gone??
it's not fair
n i have to come baq for even more extra lessons during the hols
i'm bound to fail school le
so depressed dun wanna type le

OMG my legs r killing me!

2009-05-27T12:11:00.002+08:00

haha yeah as u can c from my title, my legs R killing me! haiz... standing broad jump lols. jump so many times still fail! waaaaaaah! and it's like 204cm! i miss by like 1cm only! then i practice n practice and i made it to 210 twice but then the teacher was not there! i was like screaming for him to come c lol but then he'll like tell me to jump again n wen i do, the result sux again. then i like from 620 jump until 645 thyen i damn tired and my legs painful so stop n go home lol
hopefully like tmr wen i try again can pass
i c all those zai guys, they jump so far sia. make me so jealous lol wan they're legs hehe. (i dun mean it that way)
anyway, gonna get my hair cut todae. i think it's getting to loong for me to manage, not that i manage it anyway... my hair is like cannot control 1 lol
wonder how medusa tamed her hair
at least the snakes listened to her!
oh yeah and going out with that some1 todae (yay!) haha hope we have an enjoyable time but then my legs will b aching!
oh well at least i can concentrate on something else wen i'm out ltr.... use ur imagination.
anyway, MYEs all coming up. good luck to those taking including me :P but yeah. hate it that GP b4 hols n the rest after.
kill our holidae spirit lol
oh wellz that's all 4 todae. cya again tmr
n i just realised i had used lol so many times...
hmmm maybe some photos to relieve my stress hehe i'll juz post them here
u dun have to c them

~marcus is tired

sleeping in class again... but wats new

2009-05-26T10:20:00.000+08:00

hey alls.. today i damn sleepy sia. must b all those late night smses haha. not blaming those responsible la considering i'm one of them haha. anyway,
do u eva feel like breakin down
do u eva feel out of place
like somehow u just don't belong
and no one understands u? -"welcome to my life" by simple plan
well i feel like that very often
haizx...i'm just a sad person i guess.
my parents are like becoming more demanding n all and it's frustrating
dun u noe i'm trying my best???
i just wanna go at my pace so dun stress me out!
demanding all pass is ok... but i told u i'm worried abt certain subjects
so y dun u understand my concerns instead of just thinkin u're the king n queens of the houseold n can b totally in control of my life?
and then i cannot get my specs tmr also! i wanna scream!
parents sae i have to wait till weekend cause then we r going to that area n can collect then.
i mean they noe i loved to get that specs so y can't they just make an effort to go and pick them up on the day itself rather than letting me wait for ages!~!!!
anyway, tmr i also meetin some1 for the first time
if that person reads my blog, he'll most prob noe i'm referring to him haha
till then yeah?
haiz oh well enuff abt my sad life
letss tok abt sth happy!~
lol i dunno i'll happily not come to school today cause like todae so boring! i was like slping during all my lessons just now
the first lesson was like chinese which i hate!~
the teacher droned on n on! argh! abt wat? i dunno my head was nodding in "agreement" while my eyes were closed haha
anyway, then i heard that i almost failed my oral. the teacher put it nicely that i was too nervous that day but like i was thinkin that she was like most likely thinkin "haIZ... he deserved to fail la cause ha sux!"
but wateva, cause i meaN I HATE IT SO Y DO SO MUCH?! anyway, pass can le ma?
oh well then like i have econs essay still haven't do i'm like so dead le
must rush today haha oh well i'll write till here
that's all there is n wats done is done :)

Green specs are so cool

2009-05-25T10:43:00.000+08:00

hi all! finally created a blog after being "threatened" by many ppl haha... just that i tot i'd have no time lol
but anywayz here i am so yeah blog time!
wats up with me recently? nothing much... jc's been a drag like starting to become like a routine. i mean i'm like going to school everydae but then i'm like not really there. my brain's like not thinking most of the time. my class is ok i guess some ups and downs but i have made like many friends in jc tho alot not from my class
yeah n friends from like not in this jc too! (some are damn cute lol!)
but anyway, wats impt is that i have a friend/friends who r true to me n are always there for me. i'm lucky to have such friends but i'm willing to expand my scope.
haiz time to go that's so sad cause i need to go for lecture again! argh stupid lecture i dun even understeand wat's going on wth. oh well it's not like i have a choice
but i'd swear to update my blog often
adam lambert shld have won! i noe very random but i tot he sounded better than kris. biasy? i dunno it's for u to find out. he's good tho buit kris is cute. oh wateva wat's done is done heh.
also, must make miself clear. i also not staring at any 1 in class. y u all so angry at me
just because i like to look at .... doesn't mean i'm lookin at u! please don't judge me without asking leh. always damn sad wen this kinda things happen so hopefully we can clear this up?
oh n 2 more daes to mi new specs. green 1s! haha cya then
cheers
brandon aka marcus :)